so i am back everyone! yahoo...i fixed my computer and i will be iming u ppl agn cuz i found a new weblog community to join where certain ppl won't find me and i wont have to worry about drama forever and ever...so there! haha..lol...i miss everyone hope all ur summers r good.....hi jessica and cristian welcome back.....hope u had fun being world travelers...lol...work and skool is fun..lol..not...well i got an a in health...big surprise...lol..and i currently have an a in chem....ya me!!!!! lol...but ya..its late and i just wanted to say hi

don't worry i'll tell u all where u can come find me soom...lol...so watch out! ;) well love u all and miss everyone....goodnight!

hey ....

so agn...if u don't wanna get angry and pissed at me then why the hell r u reading this shit? common sense ppl.....gosh...

so anyway still moving on....my life and who i choose to be with or break up with is up to me.....so if i choose to stay then let my heart break on its own if it must its my descion...get over it and stop stalking my site...gosh ....so my hardest finals are over thank god...and summer is almost here! yahoo! anyway thank you kimmi-kins for helping fix my site...lol....the little love things r funny me and kimmie found them when i went to her house....lol.....i still want ur house kimmie! lol...im bored and life is....interesting...

hahahahaha! sorry thought of something really funny and mean to say but im gonna be nice and not say it....lol.....woot im gonna be a junior in like 4 days! wahhoooo...oh and i might get $5,000.00 if im lucky cuz i invented a flavor of frappucino at starbucks! ya...i know cool huh? but any way....so summary of this year it sucked but what can we do? i know...i can take my anger out on the ice in the frappucino bar! lol....anywayy...im tired and bored and just wanted to say hi! well bye to everyone i love minus like four ppl.....lol....bye! i love u poohbear!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!p.s to whom it may concern there was never any doubt in that! lol....

¢¾Caddi and ¢¾Noone

Trying to have twenty-eight thousand gruesome children. Intend to hold hands when the time is right. Lucked out blind date.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

¢¾Christine and ¢¾Pooh Bear

Will never conceive twenty-eight thousand gruesome children. Hope to almost elope, except after meals, and after MacGyver. Defy the predictions and proclamations of any online toy.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

¢¾Cristian and ¢¾Diana

May one day adopt many e-girls. Choose not to take long walks at the most inconvenient times. Couldn't be happier. Shall always be friends.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

HAHAHAHAAAAAAAAA!!!!!
much <3<3

¢¾Jessica and ¢¾Justin

Plan to have less than zero gruesome children. Choose not to kiss at the most inconvenient times. Make beautiful music together.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

HAHAHHAhAHAAAAA!!!!
much <3<3

¢¾Kimberly and ¢¾Sean

Will never adopt all super-girls. Pretend to actually see each other on Saturdays. Are the cutest couple that there ever will be.

Orchestrated by ianiceboy

BWAHAHHAHAHAAAAAAAA
we are the cutest bwahahahhahahahahaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa


o and just in case if u dunno who i am ....... guess..............



much <3<3 kimmi- kins

hey so theres alot of things on my mind.....

sitting in my room staring around seeing who i am and what my life has become...notice one thing is very present and noticible when u step inside.....i am who i am who ppl have influenced me to be...vulnerable, senestive, loving, a fighter, responsible, caring and most of all confused....when i think about all the things i have done in life i can't help but wonder if i could do the same things all over again...would i?..and i think that i would...i would let myself get heartbroken, crushed, pushed, shoved, laughed at all over again if it means that i get to experience meeting him one more time all over again...to feel the way i once have all over again...because i think that fighting as hard as i have was worth it...because he is the one present in my room....everywhere...his little notes, pictures, letters, gifts, memories, stuff he left, feelings...its all there...and it is so hard to have him in one aspect but not in another...to be so far away and so close at the same time...i am ashamed of a few things i've done but its still me and i am still the twinkie many of u have come to love....but when i look around i am still so confused ....why do i let ppl get to me as much as they do...why after all these years of fighting and trying to prove wrong what everyone has said about me, do i still let it get to me? i refuse to give up sometimes and then again i just give up to easily....but then ppl have told me aren't the things in life that are the hardest to fight for and the longest to wait for so much more worth it in the end? well i have been waiting an awful long time and i have been fighting a very long battle so when will it end? everynight its as if i have been pulled out of myself and launched into the past...flashes here and there, about what was and what i dream and wish so much would happen...then i see the world and i want to change it ...want to stop the lying and the greed and everything that just makes it bad....then i realize that in everything around me i can do nothing....i can't change how everything is and what ppl think about me or whats been going on between us...i am just helpless...i can do NOTHING.....and its this fact that hurts the most of all...i just have to sit here bide my time do nothing and be patient...but the bottom line is poohbear  i am still waiting....i miss you so bad....always and forever remember?

well to everyone else who read this i love u guys thanks for being there even if u don't leave a comment...well bye....

hi everyone.....

so im sitting here nursing my wounds....trying to get through these last few months....thanks teddy for what you wrote about me on ur site....it meant more to me than u know....now do u ppl believe me? gosh.....well i am stronger than this and the poems i wrote weren't about u and u know who u are....they were about sum1 else....but i guess u didn't realize that....oh well i am sick of living my life in anger and depression...and really the early 4 am stalker calls to my cell are getting annoying...so stop....cuz it seems to me that u don't have a life whoever u are......so lets just leave me alone now k....

so anyways my wounds have come from all my feelings from this stressful year...this yr has been fillled with much sorrow and sadness but then i can always hope that next year will be awesome...thus making up for this yr....i want life to get better and for life to settle down.....for my wishes in my relationship to come true....i just wanna go back to my perky happy little life.....now with cash! lol i got a job at starbucks and my world is seemingly almost complete...yahooo! lol...but ya to those few ppl that read this page just to judge me and to make fun of who i am i got news for u.....i don't give a fuck anymore! no ones life is fairytale perfect...and i never said my relationship or my life was so don't put words in my mouth.....but since the year is ending and my world lives outside the internet i will just go on living it...so hope everyone has a good summer and i will keep in touch with my lovers on this thing...gooodnight guys...

                                                                   Alwayz,

                                                                  ur twinkie!